Monday, January 4, 2010

All My Bags Are Packed....

I'm ready to go. (Notice I can quote the lyrics to "Leaving On a Jet Plane" and still not feel compelled to post a picture of a jet. Dh would not approve.)

My bags aren't packed and technically I am going nowhere, but I have managed to finally finish packing dh and Banana. Before dawn tomorrow they will be off to bring home our son, our newest family member. It has been quite a ride this week. It seems if it could go wrong, it did. As if booking last minute tickets, packing essentials for 19 days in two suitcases that can't weigh more than 40 lbs, gathering every essential document, and rounding up medications for whatever ailment Joseph may have or ailments dh and Banana might incur, were not enough we had a host of other things that demanded attention.

My sister has been having more complications and is back in the hospital. The dog has some sort of bowel issue that I hope dh has taken care of. The van door started acting up. Then last night Bophie woke me up in the middle of the night with an ear ache. I spent today trying to tie up all these loose ends, finish laundry and packing, and carting four girls to the doctor and three different stores.

I think the addition of some boys will be good for my house of girls. There were lots of tears tonight as everyone was sad at the thought of missing one another. Banana is excited, but already missing her mom and sisters. Bear and Bophie are sad about Dad and Banana leaving, and Juju just cried because we put her to bed. Poor dh has seen quite a few tears already. I am trying to keep my hormonal emotions in check, with some success. However, I just don't have it in me not to shed a few tears myself. The femininity in this house is overflowing. Almost three weeks without him. Three weeks when I am just over 36 weeks pregnant. We are crazy.

When I really get worried or anxious, I look at this little face and I know we are doing the right thing. It will be a long few weeks, but in three weeks when we are all united again as a family, with the blessing of Joseph's presence, we will quickly forget tonight's fears and anxieties.
Please pray for the safe return of my travelers and our newest family member.

** I am trying to convince dh to post during his trip. He is worried about time and such. Please let him know he needs to update at least a few times so we can hear how it is going. Banana may even be able to put up a post or two with his help. We did invest in a new mini laptop for this trip. It should get some use, right?

7 comments:

Therese said...

many prayers for all of you! I really do hope your dh posts! I loved following the journey last year!

Charlotte (Matilda) said...

Please, please, please try to post dear hubby of Nikki's!!! For her sanity and ours!

Anonymous said...

We would REALLY love for you to post. It is so nice to have a glimpse of what's happening and know better how to pray. It really does bring peace of mind as well!!!
Love you much,
TeamWallace

Shelly said...

Please do post Dave! We will be so inspired by this journey to see what you are doing and God's hand carrying you through this adventure.

Kim H. said...

DH, we will be praying for you and Banana. In return, we ask for posts! We love you all and are so excited to keep reading this next chapter.

Hugs!

Herd Momma said...

Please Post! We loved following the journey last year and look forward to seeing it through Banana's eyes.
Prayers for all of you Nikki. Hope your 3 weeks go quickly and stress free!

Regina said...

praying for you guys.

and why no jet pictures?
r